Still no Baby..

I went to the dr today. nothing new I think I will be goingto the Dr the rest of the month, this baby does not want to come out. So my Dr said I should stay pregnant for a little longer because i'm still measuring small. I said okay( are you kidding me i want this kid out!!!. is what i was really thinking) anyways i'm not very big and not to miserable yet, I have enjoyed being pregnant. I will miss the kicks and moves and Greg talking to my belly.
   So i'm still waiting, I think i'm the only one that can not have a baby on my own, nothing works NOTHING!! We have tried, trust me. I will just wait and wait some more. Which is alright because i have alot going on now, Gracelyn has a singing thing next Monday that i'm going to miss because i have a Dr appt. Greg will have to go and record it for me. I have to get another unltrasound so annoying, just so they know the baby is growing. I think he is.. I bet he weighs 7lbs and 6 oz. Just guessing. I want it to be over with but at the same time I don't. I'm so scared of needles and stuff, I worry about it often. I can handle the birth and stuff it's the thought of needles they scare the crap out of me. i know i'm a big baby you would think i would get over it having two kids already. it's mostly the i.v.  I don't want,  the epidural is okay because i can't see it just feel it. but that still scares me.
   So I might just start walking on my treadmill and see if that works, maybe a foot rub and other things. Better get some stuff in before we can't do some stuff ha ha ha LOL..!!!!!! You know you were all thinking it.. I love being a MOMMY!!! I do have days where I wonder why I have them and then they come up to me and say I love you Mommy!! That melts my heart I'm so glad I can have kids and Heavenly Father Trusted me with special spirits. I also love being married, I 'm married to the sexiest man alive and best father, he makes me laugh daily  and we can still joke with eachother. I 'm glad I have him in my life he's a hard worker and would do anything for us to have the best in life. I 'm glad his father taught him that. I would be lost with out not even joking.